I still don't know what I am waiting for
I feel my spirit soar and this chamber door
that's locking me down
I found the key but I never said a word about it

I make believe I'm in a different place
I've got my heart on race and I'm
fucking with my serotonin
I trick the days into turning me to somebody else
Now I'm staring through the cold eye
arrived at yesterday's horizons
Rumbling through the rat holes
going on with nowhere to go

And I don't want to waste my life here
waiting for another sad year
to take me to those tables waiting
surrounded by those same old faces staring at me
I don't want to be there
and I don't want this world to go on
I don't want to be there
and I don't want this world to go on

I don't know what we are doing here
we've made it very clear that we
don't belong in each other's lives
but here we are drunk and soulless
in the still of the night

Counterfeiting all my cavalier days
back when my wanton ways always led me
to those warming embers
but now your flame's burned and I don't
give a fuck about it
I'm just going through the motions
trying to not think about it

And I don't want to waste my life here
waiting for another sad year
to take me to those tables waiting
surrounded by those same old faces.. thinking,
we don't want to be here
but we don't want to talk about it
we don't want to be here
but we don't want to talk about it
No, we don't want to be here
but we don't want to talk about it